Going Just a Little Crazy!
It’s crazy cause maybe 4 – 6 times a year, my son goes to spend the night some where. That’s it he’s seriously never out of my control except during that time and he’s with family. I’m serious when I say I know what he’s doing all the time, except when he leaves during those times. But he’s with someone who’s not much different than me. lol
But anyways, I’m already out of my mind! No joke, he leaves and I constantly think about him. I know he is fine, it’s not that. It’s just a mental thing for me that rips at my heart. LOL or something like that! You see one of the reasons I choose to homeschool is because I truly cannot just leave him with strangers, I could careless if they passed any kind of background check. To me that just means they haven’t been caught yet. I understand not everyone is like that, but can you tell who is? I have dealt with a lot of people saying stupid and horrible things to me about keeping him home. I guess I feel like he is mine, he’s my responsibility to make sure he learns, knows love, is good and just a great kid. He’s not bad, you never hear me on here or Facebook say how my child has done anything wrong. He don’t, he hasn’t been swayed by other kids, I control everything. I want him to graduate and go into what he wants to do, which has to do with game creation. He has already made games, I have to ask him questions about stuff on software or a server. He has his own server, web site and a Facebook page! He is so smart! I love that so much, I also don’t allow him to listen to the radio today, unless its rock and if the commercials talk about too much garbage, I change it. He isn’t allowed to watch garbage on TV either, like family guy! That will never be on in my house or them other sick cartoons! He turns his head when a panties commercial comes on, it cracks me up. I don’t know why that has to be on TV anyways though. He knows he’s not supposed to be looking at someone if they are undressing or half dressed, it’s not nice. That’s why he looks away. He is 11 and still so innocent, I wish I could keep him that way forever, but he’s so smart he’ll figure it out. lol Darn it!
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